- Oct 3, 2007
this is a time to discover your self I know sounds stupid but this is a good time to listen to those little voices that usually get shut down most people are usually caught up in everything around them but miss what is going on inside there own heads . I discovered this years ago so then I used to purposely head into the back woods away from everything and one taking very basic things knife fork spoon lighter backpack water fishing line a fly or to and stay there for a week or two and survive basically resetting myself and it was rough to quiet at times . now I just do pushups situps tai chi play old vid games write listen to myself write down what is being said to me this is how I actually realize where I am and who I really am in life without having being influenced by others and society . I think ( my own opinion) everyone should look at there life and maybe since they have time make adjustment or plans maybe even setup for changing life be it work or what ever use the free time they have I know sounds like allot of BS but it actually works and is surprising again this is what I do and have been doing for yearsI was pretty Fing low before this whole virus situation happened. Now I'm going days at a time without being able to do anything besides eat, sleep and watch things. Motivation is so hard to come by. Tbh, I really don't know how I'm hanging on without completely collapsing in on myself.
... Tmi. Nevermind
my rant is figuring out why I am getting running our of memory error close programs on my laptop that has been idling for a day or two with nothing running it isnt a huge deal I just reboot